farewall~~

today was the last day between me & my sayangg.
he's leaving me here alone.
he'll start his class nex week.
so he's goin back to t'ganu.huhu
pity him coz im not sending him to d airport.
im too afraid that i'll break into tears.


dear~~im really miss you.
hope you'll ok there.
& i'll waiting you here.hehe=p

~xoxo~

duh~~

dunno why im totally pissed oFF & annoy with this lady.
she's totally annoying & bullshit-ing.
every time i saw her face, it makes me annoy & angry.
dun blame me 4 hating you coz you totally a jerk.
pretending that you are good enough & kind & bla.bla.bla.
hell yah girl~~stop it.

countdown.

i guess this is the last week me spending time with him.huhu
he's leaving me this Saturday.tata darlink.
im gonna miss u dear.hehe
thank god that there will be no class this saturday
means that ill be back this friday.hehe
hope it will be the last best date.no more fighting.haha
till then~~~

~xoxo~

baby im coming!!

yay!im so happy coz ill be back in 2 days more.haha
it has been 2 weeks oredy.duh~~hehe
well~~im planning to spend some of my allowance this weekends.hehe
if not, ive to ask my daddy 4 some $$$.hehe
he promises me roxy's bag.haha
so till then~~

~xoxo~

finally..

finally, my allowence was out!!.actually since tuesday.hehe unfortunately it is only 4 1 month.!duh this is really pathetic!! 430 ive 2 spend it wisely & this is my budget 4 1 month.frankly speaking it is not enough.

i know im a shopaholic & xtravagant person.hehe this evening, i went out with my mom then i accompanied hani to bought ono's present.we went to roxy to search some items.

OMG i really cant take it.b4 meet hani,mama warned me not to buy anything.she said i have to learn how to saving.she also said that i was too lavish & dont know have to saving.so i followed what my mama said & not buy single thing from roxy!!hell yeah darl im did it.hehe.

actually i was likely to buy i of roxy's handbag,but i was really controlling myself from not buying it.huhu.pity me.its actually not that xpensive but every time i got allowence or xtra money i'll always spended it on roxy's stuff.hehe.dont know y.hehe

overall,im kinda happy coz ive finally manage to controll my shopaholic side.hehe.ive manage to controll myself from buying unnecessary things.haha.yay!!i did it.hehehe

missing him.

i miss him a lot.but hell yeah!!i'll be seing him tommorow.hehe.yay!!!.
wish it will be a short wonderful date.hahaha.
really cant wait to see him.

enjoy.

as promised, these are some of the design of deenacakes.
there are so cute & cool rite??hehe.
so for further info just clicking to her blog.

my old obsession is back!!

omg its 1.oo a.m & i hardly close my eyes.today is friday, which mean i have class this morning.almost this whole week i hardly fall asleep.& every 2 or 3 a.m is my sleeping time.hehe.i know its not healthy but i cant resist it.while i was fb-ing earlier, i found something interesting.hehe.it was a cupcakes seller's blog.i konow it doesnt sound outrageous.frankly speaking,it is hard to find a cupcakes seller in kk rite??.so for me, i finally found my saviour.hehe.the design of the cupcakes was totally superb & they were so cute.i was thinking to make a reservation for my bie.i know he is not into this kinda stuff but i just wanna make something special before he's leaving kk.hehe

p/s: www.deanacakes.blogspot.com
i'll upload some of the design in my next post k.

sweet 16

~special 4 you babe~

happy birthday!!!happy birthday~~
happy sweet 16 erynn..

its revenge of the fallen showtimes.

it was the 3rd day of college.well 1st week of college is always relaxing.hehe.nothing to do & just chit chating & watch movies.today is wednesday, so it is transformer showtime.hehe.actually you can start to watch it yesterday.growball has an advanced showtime.huhu.if i was at kk, i absolutely watch it yesterday.haha.but then,i was at keningau.so just face it eika!!!.so for those who got nothing to do, get ready & go to the cinema now!!!haha

im confius.

its 2.58 am in the morning & i still cant sleep & i dunno why.last night i had a blast night.wacthing movie at cathay then having supper at upperstar.i really have a good night.but then, i dunno why there are a lot of thing in my mind.most of my friend are goin to semenanjung.shaq is goin to uniten,eyka usm while paran utm.im kinda envy to them coz they are goin to semenanjung to further their study.once,i got the chance to further my study at uitm penang(chem eng.) but i didnt go & i went to matrix then later to ipgm.honestly,im willing to be a teacher because 1st it is my parent's decission & 2nd because of the alowence.hehe.im goin to sem3 next week but yet, i still dunno did this is really what i want or maybe it is just what my parents'.im totally confius with my own decission.am i doin it right??

confession of a broken heart.

my semester break will end this week.im gonna back to keningau this sunday.i wish i wouldnt have to.but hell yeah i have to.i just hate being there.away from family & my friends.+ away from him too.i really love kk.here's where i born & grew up.it will be heaven-ing if i just studied here.around kk i mean.near with my family & friends.i dont know why that it is hard for me to be away from my family.i was the oldest 1 but yet i also the 'manja 1'.sometimes you wish that you could get away from your family but then there are some moments that you wish that it never happened & your family is near by you side.

i had a big fight with him.maybe it is my fault.i was too childish and selfish yesterday.but i just wish he would understand how i feel that moment.being around with all boys and watching them doing all boy things of course make me bored.so just left him while he was playing dota & i went to watch 'fighting'.hehe.i dont know why he still mad at me.i've said sorie if it was my fault.this afternoon,he texting me.he asked if i wanna go out.i refused cause i wanna rest & im planning to meet him this sunday cause it is our monthsarry.but then he said that 'tgk la klu dpt jumpa lg'.its driving me crazy you know??.i just wanna make it over.stop this stupid fighting.does he still mad at me or does he just minta puji.argh...

im tired..

i just came back from labuan this evening.im totally exhausted and sleepy.we took speedboat from labuan then baba drive back to kk.i cant slept along da way.im damn tired but then still cant sleep.around 4 something we arrived at home.me n my aunt rushing entered da house just because we were worried bout our 3 persian kitties.hehe.1 nite lefting them,just like couple of weeks.did the water enough for them,were they ok & so ever.unfortunately,1 of them was not ok!.luna the smallest 1 was a bit sick.it's ear to be exact.so me n my aunt with 3 of my sisters n my uncle went to da SAMC (those who got pets will know wat da hell is it).da doct said that luna's ear getting infection so she has to be admitted.poor luna.but then she will be ok tomorrow.hee.6 something we were arrived home.then 10 mins later i fall asleep infront of da tv.hehe.2 hours of sleeping is just heaven-ing.haha

a new beginning..

well i just deleted all my previous posts.hehe.dunno why.perhaps i was just getting bored with all da previous posts.hehe.so this is da new beginning of eika's blogging life.hee